Today I was supposed to eat a lot of protein, no sugar, no caffeine, low carbs, and no fruit juices. I tried so hard to eat a high protein dinner, but everything was nasty and so I'm a little hungry. I can't wait for tomorrow to be over so I can eat something that's not restrictive. It could even be healthy. I hope I followed the doctor's orders correctly. I always worry that I'm doing something wrong.

I'm nervous for tomorrow. I worry about the examination, having to hold still for the PET scan, and I'm worried about what the doctor will say. I wonder if I'll be able to hold still when they tell me to. It's hard holding still after someone tells you to hold still. It makes me want to move so bad!

Well, think of me tomorrow as I go through my tests. I hope it's not hard for me and I hope he says that I don't have cancer. It would be okay with me if they made a mistake and accidentally mixed up my lab specimen with someone elses. I wouldn't even sue, as long as they tell me by tomorrow that I'm not cancerous. How's that for bargaining? Ha, ha! :) Wish me luck.