May 22, 2011
I feel like I'm going to die.......not literally, but I'm so itchy I think I'm going to go insane and then die. Mom always talked about how the tape of the bandages made her itch and now I know it's genetic. I can't stand the tape, gauze, sutchers, or whatever it is!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! The only relief I get is when I am asleep, but I can't sleep forever. So, now I'm praying the itching will stop or that I can ignore it. It's making me unhappy so I guess I'm choosing to be unhappy today. Darn itching! Stop! AHHH!!!! On the bright side......I can't think of anything. I will be okay. I will be okay. I will be okay. Maybe if I say it over and over again I'll believe it. Today I hate this. Enough of my pity party. Good-bye. Oh, I guess I can think of a positive. I read somewhere that the itching is an indication that the wound is healing and that it will go away. I need to remember that. :)