I am writing all of my posts on my iPad lately. I've decided that I miss my keyboard and my computer. Anyways, sorry for the zillion typos. I'm not skilled enough with my iPad to fix them, and I wish I could.
Today was a good day. I got a new student! She's a sweet, smart, and well behaved little thing...so far. I think she's going to be a great addition to our classroom and I'm kidding when I say SO FAR. I think she's going to be great. I had such a good day. There are so many stressful things happening in my life, in everyone's life basically, but mine don't seem to matter lately. I'm just REALLY happy and I just feel incredibly blessed. I wonder if this is how people feel after being spared from a near fatal accident. Do they see life differently? Do they appreciate their life more? I guess that's how I'm feeling...the rush of a second chance on life. I feel pretty awesome!
Tonight I was contemplating doing something very hard and self doubt crept into my mind making me feel like I couldn't do it. During my pity party a better thought came to mind, "If you're able to go through chemo and survive cancer, then you can do anything!". It seems dumb when I see the words in print, but the feeling was there telling me I could handle the hard things. So....that's what I wanted to share. I can do the things that are hard for me. I just have to keep "swimming" as Dori on Finding Nemo would say and not give up. So hooray for me and my tiny little victory.