I am grateful for Saturday today! I've declared this to be a weekend of rest for myself. I've been so stressed and tired this week from all the drama that I decided I needed to chill out and take care of myself. So far I feel a little better, but still quite exhausted.

I think much of the exhaustion I'm feeling stems from how I'm still recovering from my tonsillectomy. I'm still sore and weak from that. Anyways, I'm also starting to feel more at peace about my cancer, which I think is a very good thing. I'm not completely at peace, but I feel a lot better about it. I'm glad I'm waiting to tell my friends and co-workers about it. I feel like it'll be better to tell them after I'm okay with it myself. I'm glad I've made that choice.

My sister asked me if she could share this blog with her kids and my answer is yes. I'd love for it to be available to everyone in the family. Later on I'll invite my co-workers and friends, but for now it's completely open to the family. It's not blocked so anyone can see it.

Have a nice weekend everyone! I hope you aren't sad about my news. I'm going to be positive and hang onto what my doctor said about how I am going to be able to live a long time and see my grandchildren. That's a great source of comfort to me. Well, adios.